What questions do you have about yourself, your relationships with your student peers, and the quality of your learning in this course?

One question I have had for myself was: how bad do I want this? The answer is simple really. I dont want this badly; I want this as equivalent to how difficult obtaining a degree at this level is. Reaching the point in which one is awarded their doctorate is an achievement that is rare. I dont want this badly, I want this like an ancient ruin that has been lost and then discovered again. Redirecting my thought process into how badly I wish to obtain the degree into instead having the thought process that this is a journey to obtain something that is rare. Wanting something badly is desperate. Wanting something that is rare and going on the...